If There Really is a God?
If God does exist than he is a fucking asshole. I was raised going to church every Sunday and was brainwashed in believing in the existence of God. As I got older, I am 43 now, my financial life started falling apart. It has been said that money can’t buy happiness but I say BULLSHIT. The lack of money and worrying about paying bills can really bring stress and aggravation to life to the point where I don’t know how much more of this worry I can take. I just might kill myself, I actually won’t but I understand why some people do off themselves.
I was raised under the notion that no matter what is wrong in your life just bring it to God in prayer and he will help, WHICH I DID for years. Over the past five years as I felt my financial life going down the toilet so I did pray for guidance. I didn’t pray for riches, I just wanted some guidance to make the right choices toward financial security. All the choices I made have been the wrong choices and led me to being absolutely broke. Being broke leads to a miserable life.
If God does exist, he has not given me any guidance at all. He has ignored all my prayers and my financial life has collapsed. I am broke and miserable but I do not blame God because I no longer believe there is a God. Like I said, if there is a God than he is a fucking asshole.
If there is a God he is just using humans as play things. We are just chess pieces in his game of misery. These feelings I have are the reason I created this website. I don’t necessarily believe in the existence of Satan either but if I have to choose, I choose Satan.
How to get to Heaven
To go to Heaven you have to deny yourself things that feel good. It is threats of a Hell-bound afterlife that scare people toward God and Heaven. I don’t care what god-based religion we are talking about, they are all the same bullshitters. Satanism is the exact opposite. I am not talking about the murderers and true evil people that blame Satan for there evil thoughts and actions. True Satanists do not care for killing, Satanism is about putting yourself on the list of people you care about.
There is no God and there is no Satan. If you have to choose a religion than choose Satanism. It is the way to go.
Here is an example of the types of prayers I make now:
If you are up there, FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU and your son !!
Thanks for nothing.
Your former follower,